Love Failure

I am AshVizSree. this is the name of our gang. i love a guy for 4 years. i met him wen i was in 8th std. now i am in +1. he is in +2. Til, this year, we had no opn convrstions.. bt he knew that i loved him. sometimes he showed some posetive deviations.. somtimes negative... a month b4, we had a fight wid his classmates. and they all organizd togethr, and raggd me. aftr that we had some casual chats... it ws really an exiting thing for me, that i cud talk wid him.. bt.. dis joy didnt last long.. he nw considr me as an enemy, bcoz, i complaintd his bst frnd to teachr... i cant accpt the fact that this boy never lovd me back..... now i feel suicidal.. i need some advise............