I wade through the waters of my tears that were formed over the years as I've cried over the fear of losing you. I can't wait for heartbreak to break away from me so opportunity will make a way for me to make my way back to you. I'll always love you and I'll love loving you too and loving another woman is something I won't do. I deal with dastardly demons that give me reasons to give up on believing that I could live up to being the type of human being that you want me to be. Living life to love you.

~Xavier Johnson