Okay, so.. I know this guy online, i'm not gonna say his name lol. Let's just call him Bob! Okay, so i've been gaming online with Bob for 2 years. We are extremely close, we've shared laughs, secrets..everything! The more i talk to him, the more i fall for him. He knows what i look like and i know what he looks like. He's told me he loves me a few times but suddenly he's changed. Yesterday he started swearing at me and said 'i dont care about you'. It stung my heart.. all i said was; ok. THEN he said; dont hurt yourself, ik what your thinking! but ignored that and began to cut my arms. Why do i feel so in love with him?! I remember calling him bad and he said; oh,.. im bad? ok. you like bad? or you like good? Since then, he started actng strange! He's nice to everyone but me! He's so complicated. One second he cares and the other he doesnt give a fuck. He likes watching dirty videos online which also makes me mad and jealous. agh! How can i get him to stop being/.... strange to me? Whats happened to him?
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11 years ago
well firstly stop cutting. He could have been angry for many reasons and as you havent seemed to have ever met him i would advise you stop talking to him. While talking over a computer everyone is braver and witty and lovable however in real life this may not be the case. You need to stop feeling things for him it isnt good for you obviously, sorry.
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11 years ago
Dont cry, cut yourself, or whatever else your doing to get over the pain. ITS NOT WORTH IT. HES NOT WORTH YOUR TEARS. Whatever his problem is, its not because of you. You shouldnt be talking, or meeting people online anyways. Not to act like your mother but you need to know this. That picture could be of anybody. Also words dont mean a thing, its the actions that count. And since you only know him online, your not getting that. Forget about him. I know its hard but try. And dont you DARE meet him aywhere. for your own safety
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11 years ago
well i think maybe you shouldn't waste your time on someone who can't see how much you care and who treats you like this. he might like you but to be honest no one deserves to be treated like crap so my advice try to get over him, yea be nice to him and all that but don't get involved with someone who can't see you as they should (sorry if this isn't helpful or offensive i'm just trying to help) :)
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